Secretary Wanted

"Reality is very disappointing."

Natasha.
AKA The Sociopath Next Door.
19 years old.
That one Bill Maher fangirl.
Chemistry student.
St Andrews for University.
I live on Wickerman Island.
I love things more than people and fictional people more than things.
Visceral reactions, living vicariously through others & voyeurising: magic that is me.

This is just a journal to vent my fangirlish joy.

James Spader is my beloved.
I run a dedicated tumblr for all things Spader:
sexliesandvideotape
Fri Dec 11
WHERE HAS THIS MOTIVATIONAL POSTER BEEN ALL MY LIFE?

WHERE HAS THIS MOTIVATIONAL POSTER BEEN ALL MY LIFE?

(via supernaturalscreens) I’d love to check out the props department for this show.All the weapon-wielding makes me a bit giddy sometimes.

(via supernaturalscreens)

I’d love to check out the props department for this show.
All the weapon-wielding makes me a bit giddy sometimes.

(via)I laughed so fucking hard.SIR is/was the ghost on GA… oh man, that’s just the lamest.

(via)

I laughed so fucking hard.
SIR is/was the ghost on GA… oh man, that’s just the lamest.

Always, Sam.

Always, Sam.

(via the5thletteroftheenglishalphabet) Making Sam wear a shirt with a dog on it?I think they’re fucking with us.

(via the5thletteroftheenglishalphabet)

Making Sam wear a shirt with a dog on it?
I think they’re fucking with us.

heartwarming: White Collar, 1x01 Pilot XOXO Neal. I miss them already.

heartwarming:

White Collar, 1x01 Pilot

XOXO Neal.

I miss them already.

(via oldfilmsflicker)I SEE YOU SAM.The fact that he’s called Dean in this melts my brain & therefore I don’t think I could ever watch it. I’m petty, petty, petty.

(via oldfilmsflicker)

I SEE YOU SAM.
The fact that he’s called Dean in this melts my brain & therefore I don’t think I could ever watch it. I’m petty, petty, petty.

mrgolightly:unigue: (via ritterglitters)Oh no.This has made my heart ache.:(

mrgolightly:unigue: (via ritterglitters)

Oh no.
This has made my heart ache.

:(

Thu Dec 10
Top 5 Sam & Dean Disguises.I fucking love that #2 is Gay Couple.

Top 5 Sam & Dean Disguises.

I fucking love that #2 is Gay Couple.

Keeping Sam in a cage?I kinda approve.

Keeping Sam in a cage?
I kinda approve.

Winchester cup porn.Sigh.

Winchester cup porn.

Sigh.

(via thesilentone)Honestly as if that scene couldn’t have gotten any better… HE PAINTED THE WALL WITH HIS BLOOD.Sigh. Flail. ETC.

(via thesilentone)

Honestly as if that scene couldn’t have gotten any better…
HE PAINTED THE WALL WITH HIS BLOOD.

Sigh. Flail. ETC.

heartwarming: sundaystorms: Glee, 1x13 Sectionals Look how proud he looks! I love Will so much. Happy Will made me so happy.

heartwarming:

sundaystorms:

Glee, 1x13 Sectionals

Look how proud he looks!

I love Will so much.

Happy Will made me so happy.

dailypadalecki: warningdontreadthis: :/ favourite scene ever Ohhh man, that was adorable.I’d love it if we just saw Sam through Dean’s eyes the whole time.

dailypadalecki:

warningdontreadthis:

:/

favourite scene ever

Ohhh man, that was adorable.
I’d love it if we just saw Sam through Dean’s eyes the whole time.

fujiidom: Andy: I’ve already told you, Harold: I’m just not attracted to you in that way. Everwood - Season Three Total BFFs. Those two were the best.Sometimes I thought this show should have been called “Everyone Irrationally Hates Andy”. I mean he tried so hard, yet everyone had problems with everything he did. I love that they became BFFs even if there still was a bit of that delightful rivalry between them.

fujiidom:

Andy: I’ve already told you, Harold: I’m just not attracted to you in that way.

Everwood - Season Three

Total BFFs.

Those two were the best.
Sometimes I thought this show should have been called “Everyone Irrationally Hates Andy”. I mean he tried so hard, yet everyone had problems with everything he did. I love that they became BFFs even if there still was a bit of that delightful rivalry between them.